I noticed that I have not posted blogs for the past few weeks. I am not really aware of what has been happening to me. When I woke up from a deep sleep, (which is not literally a sleep) I found myself talking to a psychiatrist. She's been asking me questions. I dunno why I could not even remember why am I in front of a psychiatrist. I just know I've been coming back to her and she keeps asking me series of questions. My thoughts are in a muddle. I do not exactly know what is going on with me. That may also be the reason why I was recommended to talk to her. I just need someone to talk to. I do not trust anyone around me. Everyone will leave, even those who promised that they will stay. Nothing lasts forever. Forever is non-existent. Our world exists within a sad reality. We are completely alone in this world and anyone that tells me otherwise is simply lying to me or is too ignorant to understand what it is they are truly saying. I have experienced being left behind by the people who told me I can rely on them. And because of them, I do not trust anyone.
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