I burst into tears because of disappointment. I rarely cry over something but I have to shed tears for someone who left just like that. I used to have a stone-heart before I became connected to Kim. Tonight, I cried a lot out of frustration. She left and I could not do anything because she does not want to respond to me. I hate myself for believing that one day I could turn myself into a human being that can love and be loved. I'm now taking a stand to escape whatever it is that I am feeling inside. I've decided to let go of the feeling that she wasted. I need to kill my heart because I never wanna get hurt again. If I have to turn myself into a monster, then I will. Nobody can ever hurt me this way again.
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